I've been trying hard to find the people that I won't leave behind...

Let's make this a character study into Kevin Pajor:

In the past, I've been a very weak person. A lot of times when I can't handle things I'll break down and can't take it. This has caused a lot of problems in the past.

A lot of stuff has happened since then.

In whole, I think if you asked people who know me well, they'd say that I've gotten stronger emotionally. Just in the past couple weeks I've dealt with a few tough issues in a competent way, if I do say so myself.

However, I of course slip into old habits every once in a while.

For example, take about an hour ago. I got really helplessly upset. It was pathetic. But twenty minutes later, I regained my compusure.

Anything's an improvement. I'm on my way.