There it is.

The Dons Fedora (8:51:25 PM): You have just challenged a god.

The Dons Fedora (8:51:29 PM): It has begun.

It's been a while.

I'm back...

I suppose I should update about something.

But I don't know what that something is...

I love Katie, I miss Jimmy, I have a job, I had a blast during Limelight, hung out with friends a little (but not enough), read some great books, watched some great films...

Maybe I'll think of some specific things to blog about later. We'll see.

Infatuation.
Trust.
Support.
Interest.
Passion.
Learning.
Faith.
Needing.
Wanting.
Beauty.
Charisma.
Talent.
Personality.
Loveliness
Love.

Katherine Jane Wolf.

Nothing's gonna harm you...

Not while I'm around.

To die by your side is such a heavenly way to die...

I haven't updated very frequently lately, and I apoligise.

But there's someone in particular who I really need to apologise to. This has been a long time coming...

I haven't written about Katie enough on here.

These are stressful days for all of us. School wrapping up, plays, etc etc

But I should be there for her completely, FOR HER, and I haven't been doing A-work on that. These days, nothing is official unless it's on the internet, and here it is.

Katie, I love you. You know that.

In case all of you haven't noticed, she's really given my life new stability and will for a long time to come. She'll never believe me when I tell her how wonderful she is, but she's a dork. She really is a lot like me. We all need someone to help sometimes. And she's one of those people who came into my life of her own accord. I didn't have to pursue her, or beg or plead. She just...entered, and she'll never have to exit. I just...I need to thank her for restoring me from that mess I was back then. It's been five months already--they've really flown by, and those will be five of many. I still can't get over the fact that she showed up on her own choice...that she came to me. She really is wonderful, and my goal is someday for her to believe that. She's wonderful, everything we've done or talked about is wonderful, prom was wonderful, she's a wonderful singer, her eyes are wonderful, she's beautiful, she's a wonderful actress, she has a wonderful heart, a wonderful body, a wonderful soul, and she really is, in my eyes, for everything that I want, perfect. I won't screw up. Not for her.

Sometimes?

In my life...

In my life

She has burst like the music of angels;

The light of the sun.

And my life

Seems to stop as if something is over,

And something is scarcely begun.

Thanks to you,

I am one with the gods

And Heaven is near.

In my life

There is someone who touches my life.

Waiting near

Waiting here.

--Boublil and Schonberg, "In My Life", Les Miserables